So I quit my job about 3 weeks ago. There are so many reasons why... but the main reason was it was effecting my health. It was stressful to do something I hate every day, and that was working on Adobe Sales. It was ok for the first 2 weeks on the phones when we were still sort of in training and got to ask for help... but afterwards they had me sitting with people who weren't on my team and my manager only spoke to me once. I didn't know enough about the products and I hated getting asked the same 4 or 5 things over and over and over and then I would get yelled at and called stupid. So anyway I was stressed out and I didn't really have anyone to talk to at work and the worst part was even though I was really busy getting call after call, the day still dragged on slowly. I started growing gray hairs like crazy and my face broke out and my period was like a week early and only lasted a day, and I felt so sick every morning. I took 2 pregnancy tests becausee I thought I was pregnant. I guess I just hated going to work so much that it made me ill.

So anyway, I quit and I didn't give 2 weeks notice but I did leave on good terms. I've been depressed since quitting. I had a driver's test last week to get my license and I failed. I also interviewed for a job I really wanted and I didn't get it. Anyway, hopefully this week will be better. I had an interview yesterday and they asked me to come back for a 2nd interview, which gives me hope. I also have another driver's test tomorrow and hopefully this time I won't fail. I've been driving quite a bit since then just so I can get practice, but Adam has to go with me and he kills my confidence. He's not a good teacher, but I really appreciate him letting me drive because he gets car sick if he's a passenger. He'll say something like "You're driving like shit" and then I will drive even worse. Blah it's so depressing anyway that I'm 21 and I still don't have a license.

So that's about it. My life for the past couple weeks has been like this: Wake up around 10-11am. Sit on the couch all day, watching tv, going online or playing games on my laptop, or playing Zelda on Wii. I do this until about 4 or 5pm, when I am either starving or I feel like showering because I haven't showered in 3 days. Then I watch some tv some more, maybe cook dinner, and then stay up until 2 or 4am.

At least I'm spending some quality time with my dog.